Completely all out of sorts today. I feel so weird and scattered with all wonders about a million different things. I can no longer feel myself, I can no longer feel the simple contentment. I just can't be as happy as then. I looked back and thought, how was it possible that I've been through those old vicious cycle but here I'm struggling with the same shit. Look, it's just hard when you can advise others to do the same but you can't apply that to yourself. Now that I'm feeling those feelings, I have and need to find a way to deal with it because I'm sad that I can't feel myself and that I feel so different.
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