Love is a verb

When you show me love 
I don't need your words 
Yeah love ain't a thing 
Love is a verb 
Love ain't a thing 
Love is a verb

Pre opening appreciation dinner

Look at the amount of prawn shells on this plate, credits all to clement!

JAMIE FOREVER SO KAWAII :D

Hello supporters from korea, japan, hong kong and china! (Spot the cute one)

This is the big bully store manager of ion who's also my fav manager because he was the one who employed me even though he loves to hit me for fun and calling me weird funny names.

H&M ION OUTLET'S GRAND OPENING AT 11AM SHARP TOMORROW, DO DROP BY FOR SPECIAL OPENING DEALS! :D

Till then, goodbye!

PIG-NIC

The most decent group photo (: 

Picnic at vivo's rooftop, chilled at fruit paradise and back to the rooftop during the night time for some HTHTs summed up an extraordinary sunday. They are probably the best colleagues I'll ever have, love y'all to bits! <3

They say assumption kills but they are mostly right

Today was probably one of the better days this week, when I finally stepped out of house and enjoyed myself with the lovely divided PTs. Do stay tuned to the next post for more visuals! Shall keep this post short and sweet because I've a lot of things undone, piano theory + practice and school assignment (which is ungraded!?!) and I don't feel like completing it but what to do.

And yes, my emotions had gotten the better of me this week. I know it's the matter of choices, and how you choose to handle it so now I'd tell myself that certain things happen for a reason and I must learn how to forgive and forget even though I still can't quite comprehend why are there such people existing in this world who would do anything for own self benefits, even if what they did will harm the innocents. That's the sad cruel truth, these people exist. It's probably not too late that I've come to realize you're just one of those, who has made use of my kindness. Somehow I'm hoping you know that this is for you because it's time you should wake up.

Running in circles, coming up tails

Completely all out of sorts today. I feel so weird and scattered with all wonders about a million different things. I can no longer feel myself, I can no longer feel the simple contentment. I just can't be as happy as then. I looked back and thought, how was it possible that I've been through those old vicious cycle but here I'm struggling with the same shit. Look, it's just hard when you can advise others to do the same but you can't apply that to yourself. Now that I'm feeling those feelings, I have and need to find a way to deal with it because I'm sad that I can't feel myself and that I feel so different. 

Little house

Please don't make a fuss, it won't go away 
The wonder of it all 
The wonder that I made 
I am here to stay 

 I am here to stay 
Stay

Random visuals

The other day at coffee beanstro, such a pity they don't serve all day breakfast.

 Iphone cover which I got from taiwan and still can't bear to use it.

 First attempt in making french chocolate macarons and finally understood why it's so difficult to make. Guess I'll improve on it when I've figured out where the problem lies at. 

Till then, goodnight and happy mid-week all.

Yet another soul

They have no idea what's going on, who I'm and what I do.

I look so normal, just another ordinary girl alive.

I think that's the best part of me, to think someone sees me as normal.

Growing up, I remember.

They always told us not to be afraid to be ourselves, that we're all beautiful.

Don't be afraid to be yourself, they said.

Undivided always

Memories from a year, two months and two weeks ago till the current date. From all the exclusive collections - versace, marni, fashion against aids and maison martin margiela to several season starts to kick offs to to insane nights of wrecking up the sales floor, running the racks like marathon, divided is always undivided. Although there were times of unhappiness and angst, I'm really glad I've met y'all and I'll miss y'all dearly. Goodbye 701 and I'll see some at 702 again, xoxo.

Rafidah <3

Hamtaro charmaine and yiting <3

Chilled out with these girls last night at coffee beanstro for hours and we really had endless topics to chat about. Looking forward to the upcoming sunday which I'll get to meet all the close ones :> Till then!

Heartfelt

I get this sometimes, 'why aren't you attached' or 'why are you still single'. I couldn't answer because I'm also curious myself and would like to know why too. It has been four years since I last committed into one, four years have just passed in a blink of an eye. Now, the question is why? Most of the time, the problem doesn't lie on others but myself. As we grow older, we tend to set higher expectations, not excluding me because I've to admit I've extremely insane high expectations of a partner. Besides that, trust is another issue. Sometimes I wonder just how much trust can I put in a person, will the person eventually turn out to be another closet monster or otherwise? It's not like I can't trust, I could but people just have to disappoint me like how they did in the past. Dramatic story lines you watched on the tv do happen in reality, they did happen to me. Whichever, whatever you can think of - being cheated, good friend ending up with an ex boyfriend, being a rebound (somehow I'm always a 'rebound girl') and etc, except the part whereby my partner has passed away due to some incurable disease. It's really upsetting how whenever I chose to open this heart of mine, someone, somebody will just choose to show me the worst facade of reality. I'd be lying if I've said I'm strong enough for all these, if I've said I'm used to all these because sometimes I just don't wanna be alone and sometimes I do sincerely wish that I can be in a relationship whereby people will get envious of, like 'omg they are so sweet'. Tonight's one of the rare nights I wish I'm not alone but I'll embrace it because I believe someday, everyone will be loved. 

Catch a flea

 

 Let me introduce you, my most secretive girlfriend, agnes ang (and if you're reading this, y'know what I'm still gonna bug you soon about!).

And wanna thanks a million once again to my dear primary school friend who stays beside my block because we were stucked in the traffic jam and she helped us to reserve a booth beside hers :D I know you'll be reading this hehehehe, yewtee ftw still! 

All in all, this is one of the better fleas I've attended. Rainy weather's awesome, crowd's great and companion's wonderful, profit's more than expected, what's there more to ask for? (: