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Saturday, March 31, 2012

JB w/ the divided girls

Seven girls, one destination and two purposes (or maybe three).


We started snapping big faces pictures!


Lynette's


Huiyi's (So kawaii!!)


Jamie's


Arena's


Mine!


Later which Jamie started waving like how she'll do at a kpop concert (I supposed)!


And when these girls went totally insane and started shouting/singing and jumping on the sofa while I sat down at a corner, video-ing and snapping pictures.


Cheers to gigantic awesome crepes! :B


Last but not least, settled dinner at this zi-char shop which the cab driver introduced. The dishes tasted pretty good but many thumbs down for the kang kong vege and the fact that there wasn't any crabs that day! ): I wanted to eat butter crab so badly and yes lok lok as well! It's a definite must to head to JB soon again to satisfy our cravings for crabs and lok lok!

Wednesday, March 28, 2012

Castle in the air

I often wonder, do dreams come true?

We all, everyone, dream. We all, everyone, have different dreams. Some dream to become richer, some dream to have a true love, some dream to be happier, some dream to be doing the impossibles, some dream to sleep their life away, some dream to achieve a goal, some dream to travel and the list goes on. 

I, have always, dream to have constant happiness. Why? Just recall, how does it feel to be happy? It's a feeling that nothing can replace, it's priceless. This is where I want to reach, constant happiness but this is why it's a dream because it's impossible to achieve, you just can't be forever happy.

Tuesday, March 27, 2012

My generasi


This short clip really reminded me of the old primary school days - writing in each other's diaries, comparing every single thing we can, playing flag erasers, having mini crush on someone who's damn good looking, receiving children day's presents from the teachers and etc. Those days were really young and free indeed.

Sunday, March 25, 2012

I can't lie

 

You’re on my mind
Stucked inside my head
I wanna feel your heart beat for me instead

Saturday, March 24, 2012

Home is where the heart is


These are my companions for a snuggling saturday. 

Pardon me for the lack of updates cause I've been working a lot these days - five days a week usually and thus I'd wanna stay home during my off days. Oh and I forgot to mention that my itchy hands went to click onto the ABRSM website and my piano result is released... expected outcome but still a little disappointed cause it's so near yet so far. Well still very glad that I passed and hello to a new grade! :>

Cheers, x.

Friday, March 23, 2012

Things you learn after a heartbreak

One of those days when thought catalog becomes a good friend of mine and chancing upon this passage which I could relate a lot to, and I supposed many others too.

"You learn not to assume things. You learn not to assume that the day you spent together in bed and took photos of each other against that white wall was important to both of you. In reality, only one of you will ever care about that day. Only one of you will flinch when you see the white wall again. The other person will forget it ever happened. You’ll have to remind them, years later when you meet for coffee, about the pictures and you’ll feel so stupid for holding it so dear. Why do you have to be the one who remembers that day? You assumed that your memories would be the same. You didn’t know that one gets to forget and the other has to remember.

You learn that the person who once protected you from all harm could one day become the harm. They could become the thing they spent so much time shielding you from. That’s how it always seems to work though, doesn’t? We give people power over our lives, we let them dictate the rhythms, and then we act surprised when there’s scratches.

You learn about the cruelty of time, the cruelty of fickleness. You learn that it’s possible for the person who knew you the best to eventually know nothing at all. You counted on them always knowing. You took solace in someone keeping score. But reliance is the first thing to go in a break up. You lose the right to call someone. You lose the right to ask how they’re doing. Imagine that. One day you had a VIP pass to their life and the next, you’re shut out completely. They’ll tell their grandma more things than they’d tell you.

You learn how bad heartbreak can hurt. All of a sudden you’ll be relating to sad love songs and feeling like such a chump. You listened to them before but never quite understood why they had so much resonance with people. Then you realized that it’s strictly for people who’ve dealt with the loss of love.

You’ll learn terrifying things about yourself. Most notably, the fact that heartbreak will turn you insane and obsessive. It makes you irrational and cripplingly nostalgic.

Most importantly, you’ll learn that it will all be okay in the end. Just like time killed your relationship, it will also be the thing that repairs you. Eventually enough time will pass that you’ll have nothing left to mourn. 

You’ll develop swiss cheese holes in your memory about the relationship. All you’ll recall are occasional flashes of happiness and feel grateful for it. You understand that this is just how life works. You fall in and out of love with people until you land somewhere that makes sense. You’ve learned a new secret about life and people. You get it now.

It’s bitter to know. It’s better to know."

Thursday, March 22, 2012

The things I no longer feel

 I remember feeling invincible, like nothing could ever get taken away from me. I would always have these limbs, these fingers, these hands, this body. I owned it. It was mine. I was going to stay the same forever. I don’t feel that way anymore.

I remember feeling like I had a set list of things I would never do in my life and thinking I was going to feel the same way forever about things. My opinions would never change. I had drawn a line in the sand and there was no way I was going to change it. Inflexibility and stubbornness - I remember feeling these two things constantly. I don’t feel them anymore.

I remember feeling like no one would ever hurt me - You’re supposed to treat me with care after I’ve exposed all of my vulnerabilities to you. You’re supposed to protect me and make me feel good about people. I remember feeling this way, I remember being naive and trusting. I don’t feel that way anymore though.

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

Another typical tuesday

Another piano day which means it's a stay-home morning till late noon and piano lesson till night time. 


Ending this post with a retarded fat face - just for laugh (:

When there's no monday blues

Reasons why I didn't have monday blues:

1. Worked with all the awesome colleagues (lynette, jamie, huiyi, rafidah, arena, etc) today!! 
2. Closing + cash up went smoothly.
3. Our girls power gossiping session hehehehe.
4. Satisfied my craving for mac again nom nom nom.
5. Bought sungha jung and preston reed concert tix today! Looking forward to it with charmaine!
6. And here comes the best news for today... I'VE GRADUATED! *Scream for joy and throw confetti! :D

So, here's an awesome song for y'all tonight, enjoy it!

Monday, March 19, 2012

Wee hours

Can't believe I actually dozed off at around 6-ish in the evening just now and woke up at 11-ish. I'd really want to scream my lungs out because I don't know what's wrong with my body clock and that I'm damn wide awake now ):

Anyway, I've just completed another hong kong drama - on call 36 hours, thumbs up! (Y) And there are plentiful of awesome shows that I've been catching up with, love forward, skip-beat, dream high 2 and fondant garden which I've recently started watching and only aired till episode 4. Having a love-hate relationship with all these shows because I really like them all but I hate it when I've to wait for a new episode every week. 

On a side note, it's a doomsday later. Please wish me all the best for my result! Crossed fingers.

Saturday, March 17, 2012

Show some support


Check out donatello lee wei lun's latest cover at his channel! Comments, favourites and likes appreciated by him (: And dear special friend, if you're reading this, you really owe me once more. Anyway, hope y'all will enjoy it x!

Friday, March 16, 2012

X

Lazed my friday away. Twelve hours of sleep. Glued to my lappy watching on call 36 hours (the hippocratic crush).

My inspiration is dying and I've no idea what to update in this space here. Give me suggestions and leave comments at my formspring.

First half of march

This is when I've decided to use instagram again recently. 


1. Ladybird wristlets 2. Tribal rings 3. Crochet vest, denim shorts, tribal bucket bag 4. What's inside my bag each time I head out 5. Charms wristlets 6. Hair change for clement! 7. Some self-loving time during lunch break 8. Biggerhello charmaine :D 9. McNugget value meal nom nom

Tuesday, March 13, 2012

Forget it


There's a place I see you follow me 
Just a taste of all that might come to be 
I'm alone but only breath you can breath to question every answer coming 

Huimin's 20th


Stepping into MBS for the first time in my twenty years of life, chocolate buffet @ the club, huimin's birthday surprise, blindfolded the birthday girl, night scenary at the skypark, a pleasent night spent with the girls on a very not typical thurday (: